Life Is The Air I Breathe

Balik ke sekolah

2011-09-10T08:38:00.001+08:00

In few hours, I'll be driving back to shah alam. Isnin dah start sekolah. Taknak!! Sobs. Dahla pack barang adalah satu pekerjaan yg merunsingkan, then sampai nak kena unpack lagi. Putting that aside, this would be my last semester in my final year as undergraduate yaw!! :D x sabar nak habes belajar, then boleh kawen!! Eh, eh, joking.. Teehhhee~ okayh, now nak pi angkat barang masuk keta.
Toodles~

Ps: ala, brg tu sikit jer..S.I.K.I.T jeerr. (sedangkan yg dok ada dlm bilik x bawak kluar lagi.. -___-)

Smurfette!

2011-09-06T21:19:00.003+08:00

Hari ni dah masuk raya ke-8. In other words, raya dah x serupa raya dah. Semua org dah start keje and my life is back to normal. Yang paling malas, is the fact that i need to go to school dah. Even worse, nk kena packing barang. Okayh, i know, i have problem with packing my stuff. Mesti overload nye nnti nie. Confirm! so, any tips on how to reduce the qty? Owh, jiji, if u r reading this, sudah2lah, jgn beri harapan palsu lagi padaku. Sampai kucing bertanduk, kalau ak tido sepurnama pun barang tu xkan terpack sendiri. Apatah lagi terus sampai di pintu rumahku di shah alam. oKay, enough with that. i'll work on it later. i mean, LATER. -__-

Anyway, i went to McD the other day, dgn harapan dapat beli happy meal with smurfette. Tapi sedih, smurfette dah habis, yg laen je ade. Boleh pulak, when i was at the counter, i xnk berganjak selagi diaorg x cari smurfette sampai jumpa. owh. okay mood sedih blk. nk Smurfette!! I smurf you McD for not giving me one! pfftt.. T_T Thank god i had Javachipfrap, dapatla cool down sket. but then, masih nk jugak smurfette! tsk.tsk.

ps: Esok, i have a mission, big one. Harap2 menjadi. AMIN!

Hari Raya.

2011-09-05T00:22:00.008+08:00

Owh sangat sibuk sampai lupa nk wish hari raya. Sibuk buat kuih and preparation raya. lol. Anyways, Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all. Forgive me for any wrongdoings yer. :) Alhamdulillah, raya tahun ni macam lebih bermakna rasanya as compared to last year. Well spent raya. Di samping family tercinta and sahabat handai yg tersayang. Im going to cherish the moment spent with 'em all my life. Puasa was great too. Bulan Ramadhan yg byk beri makna dan memori indah. Sekolah bermula minggu depan. Maka berakhirla cuti 4 bulan. Malas pun ada, nk masuk rumah baru lagi, preparation dissertation yg tergendala lagi and etc..aisshh. Post cerita ttg cuti 4 bulan pun x buat lagi. Itulah malas namanya. kalau ikutkan nk uplod gambar kat fb pun malas, tp atas permintaan ramai, diperkenankan jugakla.. ecececehh. Later then. ^^.

My raya post for you. me and my 'lil brother'. *aksi gelojoh*

berehat sebentar.

2011-08-24T09:09:00.002+08:00

What a week. Even, belum habis minggu ni pun dah rase penat amat! Since i got back from Penang last Sunday, my life been a bit chaos and I should say x tentu arah la.. Being alone at home for 3 nights continuously adalah sgt mencabar. Out of 3, 2 kali x bangun sahur. -___- Plus, i was feeling a bit unwell during that period. Mungkin sbb kena penangan hujan di Penang. hehe. but, i survived!! woot~ woot~ Above all, i have to work hard now. I have a total of 1000 pcs of choc and blueberry tart to be baked before delivering 'em to my customers this Friday and Sunday. T_T. Also, kuih raya utk my aunties. 4 jenis setiap org. Fighting! *okayh, terus pengsan* :P Anyways, i was thinking about writing on what i have done during this 4 months of holiday. Somehow, i could not find the right time yet since there are a lot to write. haha. Maybe after raya perhaps? we'll see then!

Ps: i'm craving for Baskin's ice cream. What's your flavor? owh2! mestilah strawberry cheese cake, choc chip, mint choc chip, love portion! owh, byknye! owh taiping! why you no baskin hah? T_T

2011-08-21T11:09:00.005+08:00

5 months has passed.

When I first broke up with my my ex I felt so clueless,

I lost sight of my own life.

I was struggling to focus on my studies and also, to patch the holes in my heart.

I admit, I was the one who asked for it.

Still, it hurt so much that I felt like my heart was ripped into two.

Then, I felt so tired that I felt like giving up everything.

Quitting.

Achy and breaky heart.

But now, as time passes by, I felt sorry for myself.

I realized how stupid I'd become

That wasn't the life I should live in.

It was an eye-opener.

I started to appreciate people around me more.

I learnt to care and love people around me more.

and most importantly, I learnt to be closer to Allah.

Today, i know, things happen for a reason.

To those who are always there by my side to support me , I want you to know that I'm okay now. Thank you for all the advices and doa. Thank you for loving me. and of course, I will always love all of you as much as I can! Thank you for spending your time calling me, texting me, meeting me and comforting me.

To my ex, thank you for all the memories, and Alhamdulillah, we are good now right?

Special dedication:

To my cuz, kak long! thank you. u've been a great cuz to me. i love you hot mama to be!

To my cutest friend of all, anis fatini, Anis! anda sgt supportive! i love you!

To my Mr batman, despite being busy with studies and occupied with ur own problem, u still lend me your ears to listen to all my thoughts and annoying bebelan. Kamsahamnida!

To Jiji, tqvm.

Above all, to others who were there,

Thank you!

Terima kasih!

Xie xie!

Merci!

Gracias!

2011-07-20T07:40:00.002+08:00

Rasa bersalah tetap ada, tapi rasanya, biarpun baru, x salah kalau mencuba. bukan? biarlah masa yang menentukan, sebab, aku percaya, selagi tuhan ada dan kita x pernah alpa, semua akan berjalan seperti apa yg didoa.

2011-07-19T11:16:00.002+08:00

No wonder, org selalu cakap, in a relationship, we don't have to push our relationship with a person too hard. Lagipun, if its meant to be, then it will happen, if not, buatla apa pun, nothing will happen.. n i'm good now. :)

ps: I miss his smiles, his advice, his love, his kindness, the times we cried together, and the times we laughed together. I think, i fell in love with our friendship. again.

2011-07-03T14:09:00.002+08:00

Relating to previous post, i think, I did it. I hope he can accept the fact. To you, i'm sorry if im being too truthful and expressive. Anyways, it shows that i still care bout you :)

2011-07-02T10:03:00.002+08:00

Life is so unpredictable. To be specific as to what i feel right now, men are so unpredictable. Or in particular, the guy i met recently. Sekejap nk, sekejap xnk. Sekejap x ok, then ok plak. Well, nama pun lelaki, it's like they can do anything they want without feeling guilty. If he is reading this, i don't mind. At least he knows how i feel right now. And to you, pls don't treat others like how or what you did to me. It's no cool okayh! not at all. Well, i know what i'm saying right now is true and i doubt that he'll feel the same way too.

ps: pesan em, pukul je mamat tu.. :P haha. as if i've d courage to do so. =="

2011-06-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, as time passes by, i'm getting better.

2011-05-31T08:40:00.001+08:00

i want to change my routine. yeah, that is the answer..(for the moment, i guess..) :)

What if I could move on?

2011-05-29T11:31:00.003+08:00

I'm listening to the All American Rejects song titled 'Move Along'. I listen to it over and over again, just to persuade myself to move one. I regret that my heart is still with him. I regret that I'm still with him. Maybe not in a special r/ship like before, but still... I regret that I'm crying right now because I feel worthless and like he never cared. If I never mattered to him and why he is still here? So, what if I could move on?

"Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through"

Two in one

2011-05-26T21:54:00.006+08:00

Alloha~

Well hello there :)

The last few weeks, my emotion was a bit unstable. Forgive me. Today, i won't post anything related to my love life (cause it sucks man!). haha, its been so long since the last time i shared something valuable here, (well, as if ade je org bace all my posts). Anyhow, there may be not many, but if there are any, and you are reading this, thanks for stopping by :D. Bottom line, i guess, im not good at blogging, but, still i feel happy to write. I always have a lot of stories to share here, so many things, yet, so little time. I came across this thought, I wish that im a good writer that i can spill everything i want to share right here in my blog, just to ease my stress and likewise. but damn, im not. hehe :P Enough said.

Firstly, im officially a "Maksu". Oh Am GEy! :D Owh. like i said before, I aint good at writing, so, instead, i decided to post some pictures of my little niece, named Nur Qalesya Alia Bt Mohd Faez B Saharudin B Yahaya. (okay, takat tu je igt) :)

-the excited mak su..:)

-25/4/2011, at 2.54pm -can u see the similarities?

-this pic was taken b4 Qalesya Lost her hair..

-this one is after 'cukur'. Well Qalesya, fyi, i bought u that baju okay, hehe :P

-me n ma niece :)

Secondly, i went to watch Nur Kasih The Movie just now. it wasnt that bad. In short, the movie was awesome. :) putting that aside, after the movie, my sister bought me a new handbag yall! i love handbags!. hehe ^_^ my sister decided to buy me one as d present she posted to me before failed to arrive at my house. how lucky i am 2day.
hip hip hooray!

-im not good at making decision u know..^cough^

-i chose you pinky! :)

-me and ma sista!

Okay, enough for today, till we meet again yah!

ps: Bila Allah bagi Ujian, sebenarnya, dia bagi peluang utk kita mendekaktkan diri dgn DIa. :)

2011-05-20T10:11:00.001+08:00

i must work harder. fighting!

2011-05-19T08:32:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna get myself busy, but how?

2011-05-18T12:16:00.003+08:00

I'm trying my very best to go with the flow. At least I did my part. There's no point of forcing.. If he wants me back he'll come back, I won't push if he don't want it. Everything happens for a reason. It is a fact that I need to face. Also, it is not the end of the world. Maybe we're better off as best friends instead..Fighting!

Time, pls heal my soul

2011-05-17T13:11:00.005+08:00

Time,
make it go faster,
Or just rewind
To back when im wrapped in your arms

Time,
Make it go faster,
Or just decide
To come back to my happy heart.

(Lenka)

2011-05-14T08:54:00.002+08:00

kadang2 dalam hidup ni, alangkah bagusnya kalau boleh diputarkan balik masanya. tapi kadang2, bila difikirkan balik, mungkin ada hikmahnya..tapi, utk melihat dan mengetahui hikmah mungkin bukan sekarang. mungkin cepat atau lambat. benar kata org, penantian satu penyeksaan. yg lepas, jgn difikirkan lagi.jadikan ia satu pengajaran. salah aku sebab silap dalam membuat keputusan. jadi padahnya, aku patut terima. walaupun hati sakit. semoga tuhan memberi aku kekuatan.

dah lama sangat

2010-06-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

ramai sgt dah tegur, nape lame x update blog nie..banyak keje. biasala.. tambahan pula sedang mejalani latihan praktikum untuk sbulan setengah sekarang.sebelum tu, final exam. (wah..sangat skema) =) even now pun busy. abg punya wedding sabtu ni, nikah n kenduri kawen belah perempuan was last saturday. lagila bertambah busy minggu nie. pelamin pon sendirian berhad buat. sampai saya pun bleh jatuh pelamin, tergeliat kaki kiri n dapt mc dua hari..hari nk g urut untuk kali kelima..penat2..
owh..esok kuar result exam malaih nk amik tau..esok jugala nk g meeting pasal tender baru kat ipoh..ha, itu lagi penting..=)

ps; jemput mai kenduri 12/6..alamat mai tanya cek..

later~

today.

2010-04-17T15:41:00.004+08:00

Erm, early in the morning, had my b'fast at Kaya Kopitiam dkat restaurant jejantas sg. buloh. ya, with the bf 2.was a long journey ha dear? =P

with his nasi lemak rendang daging.

with my nasi lemak sambal sotong. n ah..ignore my baru-bangun.xmandi-face. hahah..jk..=)

fyi, yesterday was my last day of classes utk dis semester. n that indicates dat xm nk dekat dah. n i'm freaking out. urgh. still, i looked happy in this picture. =))

2010-04-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

Boring...the most tediously boring day..oldo i've load of things to do, still, i feel bored to do anything..suma budak rumah dah blk, and i'm still here, ALONE. esok, ade classes macm biasa, and to add as a bonus, i've my last test 2mrow, in d afternoon.. then, my study leave begins..about a week, i think. and my 1st final paper will be on the following sunday. 1st paper on sunday..perfect eah? =( aah..haven't start any revision, yet. urgh..malas+boring.

fullstop.

i'm back.

2010-04-13T14:32:00.003+08:00

See, how lazy i was..dah sebulan since the last post. sorry for that. anyhow, nothing interesting pun utk di share cni 2day..
Well, tetiba je macam terfikir, how time flies easily without we noticing it. dah nk dekat finals dah which wud be at end of dis month. habis finals, start practical 4 about 2 months..then masuk sem baru..then practical balik..then masuk sem baru lagi..cuti..then masuk sem last..pastu..hoooorrraaah..cuti panjang..igt nk travel..n up until now, destination utk travel dah ada dlm plan..tgh berlegar2 dalam kotak minda..haha..x sabar pulak..i'allah, ade rezeki n panjang umur, sampai la kot.lepas tu, kalo x keje, sambung belajar, then kahwin, sambung belajar lagi..keje, baru buat anak..i'allah..=) haha. period.

ps; seriously, sometimes, what we have planned, x semestinya menjadi. depends on HIM to decide. =)

2010-03-04T21:21:00.001+08:00

hidup ini memang tidak adil. malah manusia yang hidup dalam kehidupan ini pun tidak pernah adil.

Selamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul =)

2010-02-26T21:26:00.005+08:00

So, its been a week since my last post. Loads of things had happened for the past few days. Putting that aside, i have a story to tell you. I just watched 'Laskar Pelangi'. Call me out-dated or old-fashioned. I don't mind.=) Well,it's a must for you, who are reading this blog to watch it. You better have it in you to-do-list. As for the language in d movie, it is much easier to understand as compared to the common Indonesian's dialect. In short, melayu nya more to melayu kita lah..hehe..aahhh, enough said. Tengok je, and feel it. I'm pretty sure you will have the same feelings that I'm having right now. ^.^

By the way, as mentioned in my previous post, i went to sungai wang to do some shopping. haha, first thing in the morning, i parked my car at the kelana jaya lrt's station. From there, we commute to sg wang using public transports. (we= urs truly n bf).

The best part was when i had my lunch at nasi ayam hainan@bukit bintang.suggested by the bf. The food was superb. I just can't withstand the 'lahapness' inside me. Maybe i was super hungry kot..haha. The dim sum soup, i like..xp

Haa..when our stomach is already fulled, the 'jalan2' pun bermula..i bought a plain white blouse while the bf bought himself two pairs of tees. Then, we went to Daiso Japan and bought myself some hair accessories,a paper hand fan (due to recently weather yang sgt hot), mouse gel pads and a pink cat's choker for the bf and two photo frame for both of us. Not to forget, i also managed to get a cross stitch set for my mom. with a country house design. Beautiful. =) Although, the day ended with some fights, still, god knows how and why.fullstops.

Ok, l8er ppl.toodles~~

sekadar mengisi masa lapang =)

2010-02-19T20:50:00.003+08:00

(oh, gambar di sebelah tiada kena mengena dengan entri pada hari ini. hanya sekadar buat penyeri entri sahaja. itu pun kalau ada serinya.haha)
Hari ini, selamat tiba di shah alam pada pukul 11 pg. (damn, should have arrived earlier than that). akan tetapi, disebabkan terbangun lambat, maka, i was behind schedule dan bertolak pada pukul 8pagi dari taiping. jikalau ditanya mengapa bangun lambat, sepastinya, hanya seorang yang mampu menjawabnya. manusia yang sibuk bergayut di ganggang talipon bersamaku pada malam tadi. kepada insan itu, berbanyak terima kasih ya. =p siapa? tanya sendiri. enough said.

fyi, tadi setelah teman lelakiku (suka perkataan itu.."teman lelaki"..haha, sweet)usai menunaikan solat jumaat, we had our lunch at jusco. (hurm, macam la tiada kedai makanan di sini..alih2 makan di food court je pun. =p). then, jalan2. i bought a birthday card for my sister. birthday dia 27th february ini. (alamak, kantoi beli card untuk kakak..hehe. itu pun kalau kakak masih baca blog ini. weks~). si dia, hanya membeli sepasang seluar pendek di f.o.s..aduh, seluar itu kaler2.macam gangster. tapi tidak mengapa sebab fatin adibah ghazali (nama mesti penuh) kata padaku semalam yang teman lelakiku macam jambu.ala.tak kisah.jambu itu manis. betul tak noorlaila mohamed noor?. kemudian, disebabkan masuk kedai popular.harus dibelinya alat tulis baru. bagiku, semuanya tak pernah cukup. tabiat yang harus dikikis. tidak mengapa, akan ku cuba nanti. maksudku, nanti. =)
then, after asar, main badminton dengan dia. oh, terkenangku pada zaman kolej dulu. kat KY dulu bukan main lagi sibuk main. siap bergu dgn shuib menentang pasangan ford.haha.sudah pastilah kalah. =p. teringat juga pada teman2 sepermainanku dulu. i.e syukri, mas, wong, dll. ish, rasanya,ramai lelaki je..controversy pula nanti. =p

maka, malam ini, badan terasa penat.aduh. banyak homework perlu diselesaikan(=assignments). gambate na!

-pizzout-

ps; chop! esok nk gi sungai wang..nak kutip banyak wang kat sungai tu.lalalala~

im goin lalala

2010-02-15T15:45:00.003+08:00

urgh..malaysia sangat panas..berpeluh je sepanjang masa..=_='
enough said.
btw, yesterday, i had fun. a lot. jumpa kawan2 lama.sangat best. yeay!
it was nanie's wedding.the first gurl from my batch; soksek0105, who got married.
hurmm..agak2..who's next? azurie?laila?k-un n boolat? mai n din taring? well..who knows? might be me? jk.jk.jk. =P
to nanie, congrates! habis belajar, cepat2 buat anak tau! xp

(i told u..m'sia is freaking hot!)

(berbaju kurung di bermis pool)

(anak2 daras ^_^)

(at mai's)

ps: i'll update l8er. i know. i jarang update. nk tu nk..tp, malas..sowie..=(

2010-01-10T18:42:00.008+08:00

Its been so long..urgh. There are many things to share with you here, but, everytime i put my fingers on the these tiny tabs of alphabets,suddenly, all those stories that i was keen to write it here, seems to fade away and slowly it becomes less bright in my mind. Its kinda hard for me to translate it into words.Then, i say, alright. At least, i will try to post some pictures here, like i always do. Btw, the past 1 1/2 months of breaks was okay and now,im back to school.

in memories:

-went to tambun masa babysit my grown up niece and nephew =)

-had fun at Sunway lagoon on Christmas day

-spent my first new year celebration with my dearest kak long and eimal and others.(got the chance to meet kamal with his girlfriend, eli an friend, zehan.

-on 1st january, went to izzat's wedding..oopps.forgive me, his sister's wedding.went with kamal. there, we met mior too..=) the best part was, izzat was in his pink baju melayu.oh..how sweet was that! =p (no pictures.sorry)

-7th jan; jumpa teman lama soksek! anis fatini, em, matawep,hawa n not t0 forget, maman.

(anak mak dan ibu)xp

-8th jan; jejak kasih. My first visit to alam impian, to em's eldest brothers' house. Jumpa ibu at last! never met her for so long since the wedding in 2008. Went out with Em. Happy. Everything was memorable minus the part where we were caught in bad traffic jam. congested road. damn. so suffocating.

-9th jan; went to ikea with mr. 123, watched ju-on. Met put3 and her bf, syafiq. Have dinner at mee raja ss4.=)

(my mr. 123)

-10th jan; rest. i need rest. i need one.

peace out.

pantun >.<

2009-12-14T19:29:00.003+08:00

ehehem..
just a quickie updates;

1)nampaknya, jerawat sedang pesat menapak n membangun di atas kulit wajahku ini.

2)jisim kering badanku turut juga meningkat; semakin lama masa yg diambil utk duduk d rumah, semakin meningkat jisim kering badanku.

3)tumbesaran dari segi ketinggian sudah terbantut. damn!

4)duit pokek dah berkurang.

5)result dah dapat.maintained. x turun n x naik. =)

6)raja yg bertapak dalam hati juga maintain,yakni masih satu. *grins*

ps: well,despite all those problems with acne n weight, still, point no. 5 n 6 has lighten my life.

pps: oh yea,fyi, i found my secondary note book when i was cleaning up my room!when i opened the book,suprisingly, there's a compilation of pantuns i made, n i was like, Gosh, i dunt think i can make even a rangkap of pantun now..dah berkarat dah skill..

ppps: Btw, this pantun, i dedicate it to all my friends out there.

POHONAN RIMBUN BERBUAH LEBAT,
MENARIK MINAT SI BURUNG KEDIDI,
KASIH KU TAUT BUATMU SAHABAT,
TANDA IKATAN MESRA ABADI. =)

-HUSNA-

To well-you-know-who-you-are,

2009-11-17T11:00:00.002+08:00

It never bothered me that much if someone else was ignoring me. But, it is when the person is the one who really mattered to me. I could have never fathomed what is actually happening. Suffice for me to say, please don’t let problems that came to pass to burst our happy bubbles that we’ve made. Well, maybe it’s just a part and parcel of life. Btw, thanks for the text you sent to me last night. It was such a relieved to know that. I appreciate it so much. And YES me heart you too. *big grin*

just a quickie update =P

2009-11-13T11:23:00.003+08:00

I am finally at home. My last final paper finished last Sunday. Relieved. But still, there is another thing for me to be worried of, my BELL422(report writing) result.*sweating*. Everything started with that smally inchi minchi thing called ‘plagiarism’. Just because of that, quite a number of my friends dah di'fail'kan although it's done in a small qty. Katanya, ade tiru dari buku inila..website inila..itula..As for me, I've done my very best in following all DR. "HER"'s instructions. Whatever it will be, I'm going to take it easy. I hope. Enough said.

Btw, yesterday was a tiring one. I drove all the way from Shah Alam to Taiping, all alone. I mean, seriously, ALONE. It was a smooth journey, minus the part where i departed from home a bit late than schedule due to kesakitan perut yang keamatan after having my early breakfast with my bf n tertido almost half an hour in the car at RnR Tapah.*whistling*. After about three and a half hours, Alhamdullillah, sampai rumah dengan selamat.
Now, im going to spend about 2 months at home doing nothing.
neyh..i'll figure out of something..xp

ps:oh yea..my dear money, i am super duper broke rite now. i need MONEY. Please give me some money. n btw, oh JPA, when can i get the money? =(
pps: i miss all my friends from kyuem. n i dunno why..sad..=((

bershopping pokok bunga di sg. buloh =P

2009-09-30T16:44:00.000+08:00

raya3!!!

2009-09-26T17:13:00.004+08:00

ps: selamat hari raya to all muslimin and muslimat..maaf zahir n batin ea!! xp

2009-08-25T11:01:00.000+08:00

i hope its not too late..
happy ramadhan to all =)

2009-08-10T13:51:00.002+08:00

New pet, new hobby..=) Hermit crabs. I know, weird kn? Well, it’s been few days since my beloved one bought them for me.(Tanx dear! *wink2*). Erm, it was said that the hermit crabs can be very shy or friendly, so, I hope that mine will be friendly..=) then, they can teman me in the room.. btw, here are some basic info bout my new pet.

-it doesn’t carry any disease
-low maintenance and easy to take care
-require only a small space and odorless
-they love playing and bathing
-very sociable
-can live for 5-30 years
-they seem to be more active when extras shells are provided for them at all times.
-They can eat vegetables, fruits, bread, rice and etc..
-When they grow bigger, or dislike their shells, if bigger shells are provided to them, they will move to the new shells. (yg nie x tipu..i experienced it myself..baru td letak the new shell, tengok2 x sampai bpe minutes, when I came back, dah berubah shell dah..xp)

(rumah umang2)

ps: tanx syg!
(tadaa...dah tukar shell..xp)

2009-07-05T12:36:00.000+08:00

im back in shah alam..
cant wait to see u!!!

i think...im going crazzzeeeyyy thinking of him... ha ha ha

2009-06-11T10:52:00.003+08:00

it's a hint..he claimed.

differs? heh..it's a continuity..he said.

123.enough said.only he knows wut.

there goes the hantu2 of him.

he owns the jari2 panjang yg menjalar. xp

BlLuurrrPPPPp

2009-06-10T19:01:00.005+08:00

To the guy who came from mars =)

2009-05-11T11:27:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Lahir yg ke-22 Fariq!
(be aware that u're always 'tua' than me..lalalala)

Remember sayang..
Your Birthday is a special day, one that's just for you, a time for doing everything, you have always wanted to do...
so,
Don't give up on the dream..
Don't give up on the wanting..
And everything that's true..
Whatever with the past has gone, The best is always yet to come.

ps: sory for not being there wit u to celebrate ur special day..i'll make it up one day okay dear? muahxx..

happy mother's day ma!

2009-05-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

How i celebrate it?
na uuh..
no fancy card..no flowers..no gift..
notin at all..heheh..
why?
sengkek.period. xp
however, wut i did was, i buat so-called-manicure-special-treatment utk my mom(kononnya la)..hahah..jus potong kuku je kot..*wink2*
whatever it is,

" Ma, I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday.(minus the part when u 'membebel' xp) "

ps: well, bside 2day, 2mrow is also an important date@day to me..Dear, wait for my call yea? muahx..xp

xoxo

2009-05-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

Jus got back home..
out from the usual hectic days..'yappeday~!!'
honestly, i've no idea wat to do..
But for sure, i wont let diz approx. 2 months of break filled wit 'sesi penternakan lemak'..n dats 4 sure..hehe..
i'll work out..*sweats*
how?
ha..dats a question dat im stil working out on how 2 nswr it..
hope dat i'll find the answer b4 d break is over..*praying very hard*

That’s all for now I guess..
will update more l8er..(well, if dere r things to update kan..)
xp

ps: faten,qillote,alifa n iffah..tanx for d card...n not to 4get..to lyla too..smpai rumah baru boleh bace..hehe

pps: to well-u-kno-who-u-r..oh gawd..im startin to miss u..

:: bertuah ::

2009-03-26T10:44:00.002+08:00

my lucky day.

=)

ps: nobody can make you inferior without your permission.

Bulan dan Mentari

2009-03-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

Bulan dan mentari..
Saling melengkapi..
heh~ simple as that...

.period.

ps: hidup mankin lengkap kitarannye..dan masih menanti..=)

pps: fyi,i lost my wallet..anyone yg sudi tlong hamba tuhan yg papa kedana ini? soobbs~ sigh.

baru balik dr perang..haha.

2009-02-22T20:09:00.002+08:00

salam n alloha~.

hey, i'm back..sory for leaving my blog ni usang tanpa any updates..xp
well, notin much to share..just finished my econs test..it was okay~ oh yeah!!( im startin to love econs like gila~ ada faham itu? )
oh gawd, fyi, this week would be another busy week as i have tonnes@loads of assignments to be done and i got LS test too..*sigh*

erm, here r some pictures i took during my land surveying class..n biarlah gambar2 di bawah menceritakan segalanya (let d pics do d talking?)..*giggles*

(ain@amoi si tegak)

(barduck daddyku)

(amoi my buddy)

(K.A.M.I)

ps: my dear petsib..yey! x ckup sbulan, husna dh update..weekkks~

pps: zizie, jagn lupa ..serba satu persalinannya..*gelak sambil bergolek2*

ppps: k.long..hot guys on d way..nnt i upload gmbr drifter yg cute2 tu..heheh

2009-01-27T09:46:00.002+08:00

Aku mahu berubah and do something extraordinary for my record.

ps: i know..just to remind myself..

toodles~

Selamat Hari lahir, ABAH!

2009-01-25T22:06:00.003+08:00

tanx ma, for 'pinjam'ing the money..ngee~

No need for me to tell more. The pictures worth thousand words.

kejap, sy datang nie! xp

2009-01-14T18:24:00.001+08:00

i've been tagged by my dearly lazy_rasta but thing is im a bit busy with classes and 'dates' *winks*
so guys, i'll update asap kayh!

ps: wan my sweet partner! damn, i rindu kacau u!! nnti bble free kite YM!

pps: --

Life is so Fragile

2009-01-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

You should do what your heart tells you to do as life is intriguing.
Live life loud.
Live life.
Love life.

Toodles~

ps: kak long tanx alot! *big hug*

Im here. i will always be here. xp

2008-12-31T16:56:00.002+08:00

Like the saying, you can give without loving but you cannot love without giving.

Lol~ well, what i wrote up there has nothing to do with what i want to share here actually.
So, yes. It has been quite some time i left my blog without any new updates, plus, i went through 5 days of, what i assume to be boring for you. sigh~
oh yea, have i told you u that im already in shah alam? well, now you know. =)
Fyi, life's here are a bit up and down. I mean,you'll never know what will appear right in front of you next. So, i hope that classes will start asap cuz i just cant stand the 'kebosanan terlampau ini'.*praying hard*.
Just imagine, without my laptop on my side, how can i ever live? (chehhhh..so cliche') For the time being, the solution: i spend my spacious time by reading paper..sounds fishy eh? xp. But seriously, i did. sampaikan remuk paper yg i bace tu..ngee~.

Btw, its New year tomorrow. Thing is, im not ready. yet. i just need someone to save me, someone who would grab my hand and set me free. in other way, it means, i need company.(dun worry,boys n gals are accepted..lol) Is there, anyone here, willingly to accompany me? Say, if there is, please give me a cal yea? xp

ps: jimah, tanx for spending a lil time with me just now.

pps: azizi, if you're reading this..i want you to answer my simple question again. 'where the h*** have you been?'

ppps: M?

pppps: I’ll stop procrastinating. But hey, I always procrastinate..xp

hello there.

2008-12-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

Now, m busy packing my stuff..ngee~

cheers~

ps: syikah forced me to promote his dad, right here in my blog!!lol~
okay then, so hope that Senator Datuk Wan Farid Wan Salleh aka syikah's dad will win the election..Hidup Syikah!! ooppsie..xp

pps: hope to see you soon!! muuuahh..xp

bukan menghilang..

2008-12-22T16:57:00.003+08:00

Quikie updates :

-just got back from holiday.
-sangat penat.
-have a running nose.
-have a fever.
-m going to have a busy week this week.

ps: i'll update asap.

pps: have a nice day everyone!

cheers~

apa saya buat hari ini?

2008-12-13T22:37:00.006+08:00

saya kurang pasti, tapi..
Cam whoring mungkin? xp

Here goes:

sat2..give me 5 hours to get ready jap!

oOopssie..bukan saya! *winks*

rambut ikal mayang yang panjang ditayang-tayang..*rolling eyes*

yeah.. yeah.. whatever you looserr! xp

ps: there's more, tapi malas nk upload! xp

pps: fatensham, if you're reading this, saya rindu kamu gila-gila tau! T_T

kepada lazy_rasta ! not fair la..org kena list 7 benda..=__+"

2008-12-11T10:57:00.004+08:00

lazy_rasta asked me to.

But still, im gonna list out 5 things je kay! xp

1. 5 Ciri Wanita/Lelaki Idaman Anda :

(Perhaps, I’m bisexual kot..*woot*)

- simple
- sederhana in everything
- able to handle my craziness
- funny
- pandai pujuk (its a MUST! dunt ask why..xp. btul x azizi?)
- not picky (only HE knows why..lol)
- taller than me boley?
- kind
- outgoing
- caring
- loving
- sweet
- protective
- MUSLIM

Oh god, did i just listed more than i supposed to? *rolling eyes*

2. 5 Wanita/Lelaki Yang Tak Pernah Anda Minati Sepanjang Hidup :

- bossy
- liars
- spoiled
- troublemaker
- erm? pointless

3. 5 Perasaan Anda Sekiranya Keluar Dengan Orang Yang Minati :

- *some text missing*
- *some text missing*
- *some text missing*
- *some text missing*
- *some text missing*

4. 5 Tempat Istimewa Yang Ingin Dilawati Bersama Pasangan Anda :

- rumah family dia...mana tau abg die ke, adik die ke lg HOT (lazy_rasta, exactly like your answer..couldn't agree more..xp)
- Ireland
- Lepak Kopitiam? (is it consider as istimewa?)
- Sicily, Italy
- Pulau Perhentian (cuti2 Malaysia..fyi,never been here yet..sigh~)

5. 5 Barangan/Sesuatu Istimewa Yang Akan Anda Hadiahkan Kepada Si Dia :

- self-baked-cake (confirm sedap punye..ngee~~)
- love letter
- puisi2 ku
- *Jantung*ku *lovey-dovey*
- anything yang si dia mahu yg baginya istimewa.period.

6. Tajuk Lagu Yang Akan Anda Nyanyikan Untuk Pasangan Anda..

*oh god. m not good at singing..bace quran pandaila..xp)*
isntead of lagu yg akan dinyanyikan, i'll change to lagu yang di'dedicate'kan..okay!

- Sempurna
- Kayangan (tanx to kamu yang perkenalkan lagu nie..*round of applause*)
- One Sweet Day
- Everything
- Beautiful Soul
- Stick With You

7. Rakan Yang Anda Tag Dan Mahu Mereka Buat 5 PERIHAL Ini. Wajib!!!! Mereka Perlu Diberitahu Akan Hal Ini..

1) OBI
2) azizi zulkhayanan
3) 'laki'ku Masrizan
4) Hanum
5) Wan (selepas kamu keluar dari *exam mode*)
6) Meor (selepas kamu keluar dari sarang ke*busy*an itu)
7) sesiape je

ps: if anyone ade baca post ini n nk buat,bagtau tau sy ek! leave me a comment so that nnti i boleh baca sama! xp)

cheers.

23 augutst '06

2008-12-10T11:44:00.003+08:00

"kalau dia jatuh,
husna tolong dia bangkit,
kalau dia sunyi,
husna hiburkan,
kalau dia sedih,
husna pujuk dia,
kalau dia ingin bersendirian,
biarlah dia bersendirian,
kerana itu yang terbaik yang husna boleh buat untuknya.
tidak begitu" zul(utp) (^_~)

ps: azizi zulkhayanan, kita seri ye! we're besties forever kay!

pps: sila comment! its an order! xp

Blog ini perlukan perubahan mungkin?

2008-12-09T10:41:00.001+08:00

Aku punya satu cerita
Cerita tentang aku dan dia
Tidak pasti khayalan atau nyata
Tapi cerita yang buat aku derita

Hari ini lain dari semalam
Terasa pincang menjadi kelam
Membuat hati menjadi suram
Hati merana tidak tenteram

Kurasa bersalah kerna mengundang helah
Mungkin patut aku yang beralah
Sebelum semua menjadi punah
Perlukah semua diakhiri noktah

Jadi siapa harus disalahkan
Aku..ataupun dia si polan
Atau sudah takdir tuhan
Untuk aku yang sudah rawan

Kudongak ke langit mencari mentari
Kabur..
Putih..
Sunyi..
Sepi..
Hilang..
Mungkin mata atau hati dikaburi ilusi
Aku menangis lagi
Itu yang pasti

(ME)

ps: i was moved.enough said.

listening to *deeper conversation* by Yuna

pps: tanx to you lazy_rasta..(well, if not i'll be pretty 'ketinggalan zaman'..xp)

2008-12-08T07:22:00.002+08:00

Salam.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all of you =)

Cheers.

ps: i x marah da..

pps: M,sory mlm td terputus cam 2 jer..batry hp hbs..husna malas nk bgun from my bed to find my charger which i x tau pun kat maner..sory ek! gud lurke for exams xp

ini utk kamu (yes K.A.M.U.)

2008-12-07T12:33:00.003+08:00

feel like killing you!
comprendo?

ps:
i don't give
just to receive
because in this matter
force ain't a factor

* crush *

2008-12-06T18:07:00.002+08:00

The best day of my life.
He's cute and he's my brother's friend.
Period.

ps: Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life..xp

2008-12-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

Well, first of all, i've nothin much 2 update..xp..
interview ari tu was okaylar..tp penat giler kowt..=_+"

However,

I have a question to ask:

How do we live a life to the fullest?

By the way, it's not the meaning of life that im looking for but it's the meaningful life that we're aiming for. Kan?

“hope is a really beautiful thing”

Cheers!

ps : anyone yg boleh answer my question will get a souvenir..xp

pps : *crossing my fingers*

2008-12-03T06:37:00.004+08:00

Have I become too careful?

Have I lost faith in love itself?

Have I become too cynical for my own good?

Am I just afraid to be hurt again?

Actually, are WE all just afraid to be hurt again?

L.O.V.E. is in the air..xp

cheers~

ps : yeay!! lyla and cik abg alredy received my card,,hope dat alifa get it too..xp

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

2008-11-26T09:03:00.003+08:00

Post ini utk manusia2 penting yang sedang menyambut hari kelahirannya yg ke-20.
Especially buat Em dan Wan my sweetest partner..(kalo bukan Em n Wan, xyah bace pon xper..heheh xp)

"Wishing you your happiest birthday yet
A birthday too special To ever forget.

So many wishes
So many smiles
Too many memories
Too few words
With one big Birthday
Happy Birthday!

It's your birthday and I can't be there
But I'll send you a special birthday wish and a little prayer
Have a happy birthday
I hope that all of your birthday wishes come true
May you have a great time today and find happiness in everything you do.

Happy Birthday form the heart
Cause that's where all great wishes start"

ps : "tgk ada org lupa. ingt kan dia nak call ker.. ni sms pon x dpt" kata Em kpd Husna.

pps : sorry Em! smlam penat sgt2!..sampaikan alarm pon x dgr..but at least i called you pagi tadi kan?? tapi Em plak rushing2 nk g class..*sob sob*

ppps : wan!!! happy belated birthday tau! do know dat husna sentiasa ingat birthday wan tau!!! heheh..nk call wan..tapi..xp

2008-11-23T07:03:00.005+08:00

Everything started with a simple suggestion and no preparation.
Went *hiking* or should i said, *brisk walking* up to Maxwell Hill..fuu~
waaa..sounds like cluster oh hikers conquering Maxwell Hill pulaks..*winks*
(Fyi, this would be the first and the last one for me)
Just imagine, we walked for more than 15km tau! if its a jalan rata and straight one, i'allah i have no problem with it, but, dah la twist and turn, cerun, senget, gelong n etc..
at first, i was at the stage of giving up as i have think about my niece and nephew,i mean,they're still young n dunt really have the strength sgt..plus, i have nothing to give 'em to keep 'em energetic.
But, berbekalkan roti canai yg masih ade dlm perut, we continued our journey..xp
To survive( xp ), i asked 'em to drink air bukit..(the uncle told me that it's okay to consume it as the water is clean and pretty cool..xp)

Besides that i kept repeating these to 'em all the way up:

me : c'mon, alang-alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan..

me : eh..eh..i nampak langit dah tu..haa..sikit je lagi nk sampai nie..cepat2
( sampaikan my nephew balas balik : alarh..macamlar dok kat rumah x nampak langit )

me : sigh~

But, alhamdulillah, after walking for more than 4hours, finally, we reached the destination..kudos to us!! xp
Nak balik was another story because even me, myself, dah x larat nk jalan turun.. So, sesampainye kat atas tu, i find the manager and asked whether there's any vehicles left for people like us as we didn't buy the tickets mase kat bawah..the manager said that i have to wait and see whether there's any seats left. Thank god i bring some money with me..=) After waited for 20 minutes, jip pun sampai..the journey? macam turun lengthy and headache-inducing hill road....

here goes:

ps: wish me luck and pray for me for this coming Tuesday ya! *pray hard* xp

What Did I Do Wrong

2008-11-19T17:10:00.002+08:00

Just yesterday

We were so close together

Now so far apart

What happened in between

I can only feel in my heart

I wish you were here

To talk with me today

But I can't give a call

My body won't obey

Things seemed to be so perfect

Now they seem so wrong

I need you in my life

I need to laugh and cry with you

Forever 'til the end

But I can't help from wondering

What did I do wrong ?

ps: gudnite to you. have a wonderful dream..

pps: to replace the awkward one..

i want to move it..move it..=)

2008-11-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

" Some may call me naive, but I really just prefer to call it realistically optimistic.

Some may call me stupid, but I really just prefer to call it taking a chance.

Some may call me promiscuous, but I really just prefer to call it non-judgemental.

Some may call me open-minded, but I really just prefer to call it broadly cultured.

Some may call me undignified, but I really just prefer to call it humbly honest.

Some may call me bitchy, but I really just prefer to call it blatantly straightforward.

Some may call me foolish, but I really just prefer to call it being in love.

Because really, life is about how I look at it.
If I am to just bite on the lemon and not take the salt, I will remain bitter.

But when I do calm myself down long enough to take a swipe of salt, I know I would rather be optimistic."

ps: went to watch madagascar..not bad lar..lol xp (along jagn jelos..nnti kite tgok selamat pagi cinta together-gather)

pps: Where have you been? Your shadow slips the grasp of my fingers and it tears me up inside to remember the way you were.

Lyla..slamat hari lahir!! xp

2008-11-14T09:44:00.005+08:00

*gasping*

Haha..just came back from taman tasik..went for a jog..(*ALONE* again)
Seriously, it's pretty tiring..dah lame GILE dah x wat keje camni,, *ADDUUHH* (wan!! fyi, sweet partner awak ni wan dah x larat rupanye..husna joggin tadi , awal2 lagi dah termengah2..xp).
Btw, i was surprised at first because i never thought yang sebenarnya, ramai giler orang bersenam pagi2 kat situ..Wel, i guess, Malaysians nowadays are getting more aware of the importance of exercise kowt.*me tooo* xp

After spending around one hour and a half of jogging... walking... jogging... walking... walking...anddd walking xp.... ( well c'mon, it's my fisrt day lar)

Then, i went to KFC to take away my breakfast meal..ha..here goes the story ..
There, i met dis one guy lar..well..kinda good looking jugak lar..one of the workers there...heheh..
First,he smiled at me, so, i smiled back at him lar..*heart beats* . Mase tu, he's on the way out, (mungkin habis shift kowt..yea..wutever).so xpela.. i was like hHhurmMm..sigh~
So, when i got my meal, i pun kluar and pegi kat kete yang i parked btul2 tepi KFC..*nada bangga*..tu side parking tau! xp hehehe
All of sudden, i heard this conversation:

good looking guy (GLG) : eyh..tu lar dia..

kawan dia : owh..

*senyap sebentar..*

kawan dia : ala weh..die pakai kereta lar..cane nie..

GLG : *some text missing*

Oh gawd..hey..kalo i bawak kreta pun nape? I mean, its not like the car is mine pun..
kalo duit yg i used to buy my meal pun duit parents jugak kowt..dduuuhh~
nak tackle ..tackle je lar...yadaa..yadaa..yadaa..
( hey,,awak tu gud lookin tau! )*perasaan* *perasaan* *perasaan*

So readers, moral of the story, janganla perasaaan..xp

Cheers.

ps : kak long..kan best ade partner jogging cam kak long..jeles r..T_____T

pps : eM, sorry sgt2,, last nite saya tidur awal..tanx for calling btw..nanti i'll call u back ..sooner or later la..husna janji..xp

ppps : petang ni g N9..jumper anda di sane kak long!

pppps : lyla..slamat hari lahir tau!! saya sayang awak banyak2! xp

I'm sorry tau!

2008-11-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

I have been itching to write.
My inspiration to blog has begun to emerged once again.

I have/will:

o start my new life with the most amazing and wonderful partner's'
o networking to meet new people and to find long lost friends
o and hopefully to find an amazing One which i truly love(might be you..xp)

hehe..am heading to N9 tomorrow..

cheers~

ps: kak long..pegi x seremban? or busy jogging jer? xp

pps: you're aware dat im a bit fragile kan....? m not perfect thou..(im sorry..my mistake..*jiwa kacau*)
btw, all the best for ur last day of finals.see you when i see you..
xoxo

^#&^%#&^*IMYLC*#^%#$(*

2008-11-10T15:17:00.003+08:00

im so-full-overloaded-with-foods x)

came back from lunch tadi. had my lunch 'ALONE' at noodle station..*sounds pathetic leyh??* well,they have variety of noodles to choose from their amazing menu. After few minutes and rambang mata memilih, finally i decided to eat wantan noodle soup with tom yam seafood :

*sikit punye panjang name die*

together with orange lemonade. Oh..and not to forget, for dessert, i makan banana split ice-cream. All in all, it was sedap-sedap belaka (well, mungkin becuz i was hungry at that time, plus i havent took my brkfast yet..T_T) and the price was not that bad. The total = RM 19.80 including 10% serv. chrge..ok la kan? hehehe.. ( tu lar ma, sape suruh tinggal anak sorang2 kat umah,,xp)

then, comes the movie watching and as usual, window shopping..(today..nampaknye, window je la..the cek i deposited pagi tadi blum bertukar mnjadi tunai lagi..=_="..) plus, im already broke pon..*nangis lagi*.

ps: kak long, nnti when ur first salary dah masuk, jgn lupakan aunty mu di sini yer..

pps: wan, husna x ^kedekut^, ingtkan nk simpan tomyam tu kat wan..tapi x sempat la pulak..xp

ppps: kepada cik abg saya yg berambut panjang ke tepi yang sombong, all the best for your finals..yea,,i'll pray for you..i'allah..

xoxo
ok, gtg..kakak ajak shopping la pulak..*rolling eyes*

how?

2008-11-08T11:35:00.003+08:00

here's how i spend my time when i'm mad at someone or missing someone..

pretty impressive right? hahah...

ps: *semua orang siler puji* kalau x..saya marah..x)
wan, meor, mas, embun yg smkin ayu n etc,,xp

I hate you but I love you

2008-11-06T13:34:00.002+08:00

I am mad at you..

But is it worth it?

ps; I'll be ignoring you like you did to me..

I have no idea..sorry..

2008-11-05T11:23:00.005+08:00

I cannot stand loneliness.

Put me without any social contact for more than five hours and I will die (you’d be surprised at how often that happens).

Or at least foamed in the mouth.

I cannot endure it.

Try me.

ps: Try THIS and enjoy. please have a look or paling kurang pun at a glance pon jadilar...tanx

pps: M, u shud be thanking me..*winks*

ppps: meor, ari 2, nk sembang dgn meor mcm2, tapi penuh dgn "komitmen" tyme tu..sorry yea..=_="

I have problem with the title..help me..

2008-11-03T10:33:00.002+08:00

i used to blog about happy things. i used to blog about my sadness. i used to blog of random things in life.
i guess i blog because i needed a friend to talk to and blogging was all i had.=_+"

to say: i am not sad for not being in UK - i would be lying to myself
to say: i am not scared of moving my whole life to a brand new one - i would be lying to myself
to say: i am not afraid of loosing him/her - i would be lying to myself
to say: i have not found the one - i would be lying to myself as he is so amazing!

oh fyi, i still remembered that few weeks back, i 'accidentally' heard this song from the radio..guess what? the singer transformed from si pecinta wanita to si pecinta janda...fuuhhh~ n btw, let me stress it here that im not a big fan of diz singer kay (walaupun name dier ade dekat2 sikit dgn name wan..xp) !! but as for sure, kak long yang suke kat dier..hahah..

ps : to kak long..2day is ur day..keje leklok..buka mata luas2!!*winks* ade apa2 jgn luper share dgn sayer..heheh..jadilah 'environmental engineer' yg cute okay!! xp

2008-10-31T14:28:00.003+08:00

The world -much as we want to -does not accord with our intuition.
But, look at the world around you.
It may seem like an immovable, implacable place.
It is not.
With the slightest push -in just the right place -it can be tipped..=___="

One Sweet Day

2008-10-27T15:30:00.003+08:00

here goes:

All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

ps: to K.A.M.U, thanks ek,, fyi, hari ini hari khamis..xp

pps: wan = denial *joking* =_+"

=)

2008-10-25T12:08:00.012+08:00

I have so many things to write in here,and not enough space to do it in,,(alasan...xp).
But, i'll give most things a try, so here goes:

-good pose- kudos husna!! xp

ps: wan..gmbar sayur2 khas utk wan..husna tanam sindrik tu..x)

pps: kak long..thankz for d memories..gona cherish it all my life..i'llah..**i'll do anytin for u**

ppps: eja..im back home..=(

pppps: *some text missing* _again_

later~~

THaNkS

2008-10-22T10:10:00.002+08:00

sekadar coretan ringkas:

to abg lan n family, haha..tq for the treat last nite..

to kak long, sedap kongsi nasi+ice cream with kak long..hahaha xp

to em ( antara 4 kawan lelaki plg rapat ku yg x makan sayur..),huh, stelah menanti slame dua hari, berbekalkan telefon di tangan sepanjang malam tanpa berenggang, baru smalm ku trima panggilan mu.hhaha..
tooot...toot~ *CALL ME NOW* hahaha

to sue yin, i miss you too..xp

to wan, camnila kawan...bile nk telefon nie..=_+"

= Finding my Wings =

2008-10-18T07:37:00.004+08:00

Most people need to hear those "three little words". Once in a while, they hear them just in time.
Inside me, an inner voice of hurt pride shouted' " oh, im one of 'em !! "
Fyi, love is the best and most beautiful things in the world which cannot be seen or ever touched. they must be felt with the heart.

ps: There are too many treasures in life we take for granted, the worth of which we don't fully realize until they're pointed out to us in some unexpected way. So it was with "you".

pps: i know you know who "you" are..=_="

No NO No

2008-10-16T07:44:00.003+08:00

Senario movie was a a BIG NO NO to me..went to watch it with kak long ang abg jamil at OU..in there, surprisingly i cud only see a husband and wife sitting at the corner and one whole family at the back of us..sikit giler orang..but then no wonderla cuz the movie pun dah start dipertotonkan since first day raya. so dengan penuh harapan, kami menanti filem itu ditayangkan di skrin hadapan. kononnye..kononnyelar..xp ,kawan kak long kate the movie best giler so, kami pun jus try and give it a shot..then, the movie begins..tadaaaa~~~ kak long menguap..*sign of keboringan* and me too..ala..the movie was biase2 aje.. ketawa biler the kids behind us itu gelak..n i wonder macam manelar.,david teo kate, siape yg menonton movie ni pasti ketawa sehingga pecah perut..mungkin daku di sini pecah perut menelan pop corn dn minum coke..=_=" atau hanya kami yang x paham ape itu seni perfileman..xp biler habis je movie to around 11.40pm. kami keluar dan gelak..gelak sebab x prcaye yang it was such a waste je..*sigh* rasenye crite senario dulu boleh tahan lajugak..but this one..seriously boring.. lepas we headed to kopitiam and makan2 an go back home around 2am kot..ntahlar..

then, balik2 tu, i received a text from kamal ajaking me to balik college and beraya 2 pn halijah's house..ajak eja, tapi die ade hal so yesterday, went together with kamal..wah..my journey was penuh dgn dugaan,..mule2 plan to meet up at 5.30pm, tp tukar jadi 6..then 6.20..then kamal kate..sekejap lagi..dan sekejap lagi..dn sekejap lagi...*screaming* end up i waited for him 4 almost 3 hours and spent around rm30 semata utk mengisi mase..mcm org giler..thank god, i don wear baju kurung..dahla hujan..plus,siap boleh beli i-talk n tepon em..tp last2 em yg call..hahha. thanx..xp *mahal lar..* then kamal cum n picked me up and pegi rumah akak die n then, office akak die dulu utk tukar kete,,
dipendekkan cerita..dengan kelajuan 140km/j (itu je yg mampu)kami sampai di rumah pn halijah dan disambut mesra bersama muka mengantuk mr azman..heheh..dah malam giler tu..makan2..sembang2..dgn celoteh mr azman..xp oh yea, n fyi, pn halijah cerita, michelle dapat top in the world for accounting and sorang lagi which i cudnt remmber namer die dpt top in the world for history..(i'll update l8er) congrates yea!!=)sempat la juga pn halijah memuji2 muadz n izzat di atas kesopanan mereka..ha..izzat, bangga la tu..xp..
dgn peluk dan cium *hug n kisses* dgn pn halijah kami pon pulang..arrived at home around 12.30am..=_+" btw,, thanx la mal..*separuh ikhlas* X)

ps: bile free..inform la sayer..

pps : la..kalau awak bace post nie, saya nk ckp ygn saya rindu kat awak lar..rindu talking to you on the bed..*giggles*

xoxo

open-house xp

2008-10-13T10:11:00.007+08:00

Date : 12th oct 2008 (sunday which was yesterday)
Time : 3-6pm ( but what can i say, penduduk kg. matang start membanjiri from pkul 2..=_=" and finished dekat2 maghrib..fuh..)
Location :my cousin's house next door n my house(tumpang sekaki)..ngee~
Food served : laksa, pasembor, bihun sup tulang gearbox (doesnt sound rite..xp),cucur udang, satay, air sirap, teh tarik, etc..

okay, im a bit tired..so let the pictures tell you the whole story..xp

the people:

the food:

(10000 cucuk of satay habis begitu sajer..+_+)

the "vain" one:

and this one..penyeri mata..*giggles*

( the men in black..xp..i like..was "somebody"'s son..)

in the end..

( well..my mom n cik kiah yg pantang nmpak mende x bersih..hihi)

all in all, alhamdulillah..kenyang sayer..^_^

menguap

2008-10-12T09:16:00.005+08:00

Let me tell you something.
A story that I found it very interesting when I read The Tipping Point (a fascinating book written by Malcolm Gladwell). Oh yeah, btw, as for you Em, we already talked about this on phone so I don’t force you to read this..lol~

Think, for a moment, about the concept of contagiousness. If I say that word to you, you think of colds and the flu or perhaps something very dangerous like HIV or Ebola. We have, in our minds, a very specific, biological notion of what contagiousness means. So, have you ever thought about yawning, for instance? Yawning is surprisingly powerful act. Just because you read the word “yawning” in the previous two sentences- and the two additional “yawns” in this sentence- a good number of you will probably yawn within the next few minutes. Even as I’m writing this, I’ve yawned twice. if you’re reading this in public place, and you’ve just yawned, chances are that a good proportion of everyone who saw you yawn is now yawning too, and a good proportion of the people watching the people who watched you yawn are now yawning as well, and on and on, in ever-widening, yawning circle.
And finally, if you yawned as you read this, did the thought cross your mind- however unconsciously and fleetingly- that you might be tired or boring?

Yawning is incredibly contagious I would say..*yawns*

ps: jemput dtg open house!! xp macam2 ada..ngee~ em?wan?meor? lol~

pps: just wanna share, im so glad that last nite i hv the chance to talk to acap yg kepoh..hooray!! and we're in the same boat..due2 sakit..=_+"

pesanan ringkas..xp

2008-10-08T09:27:00.006+08:00

salam~ first of all~saya ingin mengucapkan Slamat Hari Raye to all of you..esp. to kiki, Em, ajim, dayang, hanum, meor, wan, farah, syikah, che nad, eja, teah, aina, lyla, kamal, acap, firdaus @, mas, qillote, fatensham, syuki @ hammok, izzat petsib, n.aiman, tidak dlupakan nain gak..xp , etc. ( sory kalo name x dimention di sini..bukan luper, tp mungkin x teringat kowt..no offense yea)maaf Zahir n Batin kay!! xp

ps: sue yin, thankz for d card..

pps: kpada "kawan baik" ku di korea tu..thanks mlm tu yer..so,biler nak advertise pasal sayer nie..heheh =_=",dah lamer menanti neyh..lol

ppps: xoxo

really..

2008-09-28T12:44:00.000+08:00

I hadn’t started over at all. I’d become so embroiled in people’s lives it didn’t even enter my mind that I had a life. In fact, did I have a life? I’d lost myself in other people’s lives. Maybe I should just accept I’m not good with people. I may listen to them and advise them, but like I said, there were very few people who’d be there if I had a four-in-the-morning panic and wanted someone to talk to.

2008-09-22T12:18:00.004+08:00

erm.. lusa is my mom's birthday..
well, what should i do neyh?
buy her a cake or bake it on my own
(wah,,isn't it sweet..lol~ ntah jadi ke x)?
card - beli dah =)
present - erm..let c..tnggu gaji sis masuk dulu..then can pau her money..*giggles*

** DONE **

ps: tidak ku tahu mengapakah,sepinya melanda hatiku,dan bukannya kemahuanku,datangnya sendiri..=__-"

pps: i was wrong about you.but we always can't be right. and i do not know if i can love you again, like i did before. but, when im silver bowl,and know what i can hold,then, perhaps,just perhaps, we could try love, if you're not too old. =)

ppps: wan, enjoy ur life dere kay!! n plz, dont 4get me..

pppps: meor..same to you..

ppppps: M,kite adik beradik!! xp lolz

:: Besties ::

2008-09-09T13:44:00.000+08:00

Well, last week, on 3rd Sept, (my niece and uncle’s birthday) a best friend of mine from primary school has passed away which caused by some kind of skin cancer. (Oh, that’s what my friends said) A disease that the doctor claimed as very rare to find and only one from a million will suffer it. (I’m not sure the specific name of it, although her mom told me before. *sigh*). At first, I just couldn’t imagine someone who is very kind-hearted, pretty, fair, and very happy go lucky have to go through something like this. Two weeks back before that, I got the chance to visit and meet her at home. The visit really awakens me and made me realize of God’s will. ( itulah qada’ and qadar =_=”) As I entered her house, her mom which was my former teacher welcomes me politely. But still, I can see the pain in her eyes. She led the way to see Farah, and there she was, sitting on a chair in front of the television. From back, I could see that there is only little hair left on her head. Then, I sat on the couch next to her. Oh God, she looked very skinny compared to the last time I met her. Her skin? Owh..i just don’t know how to put it into words. It was way too far from what I expected. But one thing I could say is, as I looked at her condition, my tears dropped. Fyi, she spent all her time on the chair. As her skins are very sensitive, she cannot lean on anything. Just sit. (Supposedly, nk duduk pun x boleh as every inch of her skins was infected) Enough said. So, if she wants to sleep, she sleep on the chair without leaning her back on it, or else, the next morning, her skin will be ‘licin’. (That’s what her mom told me).It must be really hard for her and her family. Like the malay pepatah, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yg memikul. +_+. Because of that, she can only cover her body by using his dad’s kain serban as the material is soft. All I know, her parents already tried a lot of alternatives to cure her pain, from something traditional to modern. However it seems like nothing had work out. Everyday, Farah had to swallow about >20 pills at one time (just imagine, if one day, she have to take the pills three times..huhu~ you do the mathematics) and she only eat rice with ikan haruan. ( yeah,,ikan haruan is very good at healing all the luka2 at her body). And there she goes after about two months suffering the pain, and about one year after her skins showed the symptoms.
All in all, I am still grateful that at least God gave me the chance to meet her for the last time. Semoga pemergiannya dicucuri rahmat dari Allah and dia digolongkan di kalangan mereka yang beriman. I’allah. Amin. So, I hope that anyone who read this post, will sedekahkan surah Al-Fatihah to my friend, Farah Fatin. Thank you very much. May Allah bless all of you.
After all that I’ve been through, and at certain point that I didn’t know where to turn to, I know, my family and friends are there for me. Honestly, quickly im learning to appreciate life more and be closer to God. Thou I don’t get the chance to be with my friends to further my study overseas, at least I have the chance to see my dearest friend for the last time. All I know is I’m gonna be ok and It'll all get better in time. (Sounds familiar eh? ) I'm gonna smile because I deserve to...*winks*. Lastly, thanks everyone..!! Love you guys a lot..x)

im no superman lagi.. xp

2008-08-25T10:52:00.005+08:00

Salam n hye everyone..Huhu,,its been ages since the last post. Sorry sebab lame x update..been very busy lately. I do understand that u guys might questioned, why I stop posting an entry in my blog, even some of my friends texted ( a lot! ) me, asking the same question. Well, here are the answers. At first, I thought, staying at home lama2 will drive me crazy, but I was totally wrong. Now, I am very happy at home helping my mom with all the chores ( I think I should be awarded with a “Caregiver Award” *grins* ) n most importantly helping my brother with his “ikan keli” @ catfish business..xp. Hurm, lagi satu, my anak2 sdare salau je conquer the computer and use the internet. ( 2 lar , nk pasang wireless, my sis kate x payah..=_=” ) The best part was, kolam ikan2 keli tu ade kat belakang rumah je..so it makes my job even easier. xp . Even right now my brother already hired someone to korek tanah kat belakang and add three more kolam lagi and I tell you, kolam yg baru nie is so big and so deep..hehe. Hopefully his business will work smoothly. I’Allah. Amin. And then, I dapat tumpang sekaki. $$$$. +_+”Besides that, near to the kolam, I am working on menanam sayur. Right now, I already have around 10 batas of vegetables. Got bendi lar..cili lar..terung lar..nanas lar..ubi kayu lar..and now, nk tambah sawi and kalian..hehe..mau jadi apek sayur la..hihi xp. So anyone yg rase nk ikan keli or veges, you guys can trus tempah online from me. Dijamin halal okay!! =POkay, fyi, im also in dilemma. Although I got my unconditional offer from the U, still, I don’t meet the sponsor’s requirement. So, still dalam rayuan lagi. Just wait and see, kalau ade rezeki, ade lar. Thankz to Allah, at least I don’t give up di tgh jalan cam 2 jer..with all the support from my family and my friends x) hehe, hope for the best and accept the worst. Janji dapat sambung study, 2 pun dah syukur alhamdulillah. Like what my dad said, he don’t mind as long as my family can get together and stay happy. I’allah. =) well, tunggu je lar ape kuputusan die nnti..huhu~Oh yeah, aritu , on the 19th , I went to Em’s kenduri kawin..oops~ bkan die yg kawin but abg sulung dier. So, I went there with my parents. Berbekalkan tgn kosong, tergedik2 kami mencari rumah Em. Even, we hampir tersilap pergi kenduri org laen, fuuuh~ nasib baik sempat patah balik after ade seorang pakcik ni tolong..kalo tau..waa~ malu ler..Sesampai je kat rumah yg betul, saye terus carik ibu. Rindu giler kat ibu. *hug and kisses to you ibu* then salam dgn Pak Berg..haha. Masa makan2, Em came and joined us. Geli hati melihat rambut Em. ( sorry Em! xp) macam org korea la 2..*giggles* Then, before balik, sempat bergambar dgan family ibu and u promised her yg akan datng lagi to Jawi and chat with her.. ( biler la agaknye yer ibu?? +_+). But, x sangka itula kali terakhir dapat jumpe Em, wlaupun jnji nk jumpe on khamis (my fault Em!!) cuz ari sabtu tu, Em nk blk dah…ps : Em, slamat bercuti di Hong Kong and have a safe journey back to hong kong yea! and thanks for the time you had for me. At least you know how I felt that night. Thanks for being there. You la sahabat dunia akhirat..xp Plus, before I terlupa, souvenir bro!!! xppps : owh yea, to an “unknown” number who called me before, why did u tried once only? I x sempat nk pick up the phone pun. =(ppps : wan, thanks!! X)pppps : Dimane kamu menyorok?

im no superman (2) xp

2008-08-01T08:54:00.003+08:00

im so dah malas (tapi nk) update my blogo-gogo already..
today seems to be another yet boring and dull day..
im sick..so..so..sick..
im not crazy..just a little bit unwell..-___-"
i don't know whats wrong with me..
im sick, im bored and turned to be sangap already..xp

ps : oh yea..im not going to MOC..(doesnt it look so obvious when i can act. post this entry?? +.+..ya lar..when everyone tgh kalut2 nk pegi jelebu..xp)

pps : reason? * some text missing * << (x larat nk crite..ngeh3..)

ppps : i wish i cud go n meet all my friends..i missed 'em so much..*cried deeply*

*pray hard
we could only hope, and that would be more than enough..

pppps : migrain dtg lagi... T_________________T..demam3..sob3..

i'm no superman..xp

2008-07-30T14:41:00.004+08:00

gosh..
i've been sneezing and blowing my nose all day..
it gets so irritated when going on9 seeing sumone very "ego"isitc yet i cared about goes on9 at the same time..-_-"
*scream and beats chest*
Lalalalla~
ok cut the crap..
started to have dizzy headaches..

ps : hye jan!! << now ur name appeared in my blog too..bkan wan je..xp

pps : i think, i have to see a doc..Acchoooo~ dah x larat ni..T_T Dr Meor? Dr Wan? Dr Firdaus? i want doc laki je..xp tehehehe~ (awk jgn mara lyla..xp..heehehe,,well u know why..xp)

ppps : im sorry to you-well-you-know-who-you-are..( tahu ke? )

For you and me =)

2008-07-29T13:21:00.008+08:00

To all my friends and
My dearest best friend kamal(kononnye) :

So love really is a battlefield. The difference is, in battle, you’re supposed to shoot all your ammo at once and annihilate the other side.In love, sometimes you just got to hold your fire a little and see what happens. Maybe the key to survival in love and war is balance.Ok, a quick review. Muscle memory. Very helpful in remembering things you forgot. But here is a thing; the heart is also a muscle. Fortunately, the heart remembers most strongly the people who always love you. No matter what.Happiness comes from realizing which things in life you just can’t control and then controlling them, even if it kills you. That might not have been the lesson. haha.. I was flipping around.btw, it really is the hardest part—that despite our very best efforts, some things just aren’t meant to be, while things that are meant to be—they seem to find a way.

ps :mal,ko la kawan baik yg hanya kawan baik biler perlu jer..xp btul x? *winks
pps : btw, ingt x lagi time kite dok satu kelas dulu? ko slalu buli aku..dah r suke majuk ngn aku..keji btul..xp but stil, i care bout u..ingt tu..hahah..xp
ppps : kawan smpai tua yer...hihi
pppps : it's sumtin to share with all of you,,bkan to kamal sorunk je..xp

2008-07-26T10:46:00.004+08:00

I’m a little hurt.It hurts even more when I have to smile in front of everyone than crying all alone. Although how hard I tried, things just will not be the same anymore.Ask a question.Answer incomplete sentences.If you could start over, rewind your life do it all definitely, what would you change? (well wan? wat would you say? meor?)Even when the change was hard and starry, it might leave you even more alone.You don’t realize until you lose it, but memory is everything you are.Without it, you’re a blank slate.Reborn without points of reference, experiences, even opinions.It can be symbolized like a child looking at the world with new eyes.The only problem is, you’re still an adult.So, like I was saying, you learn a new thing everyday.Today I learned that you never know how one thing will affect another.We’re all trying our best, and we’re going to make mistakes.We have to go easy on each other. The road to independence takes time, but no matter where you came from or where you’re headed, the journey’s always better when you get to turn to someone and say, “Thanks for being here.”I spend a lot of time not thinking about my emotions. It’s hard work, but it pays off.But there are curves in the road along the way, and no matter how far you’ve gone to be who you want to be, who you were is always behind you and closer than they appear.

ps : i think i'll start a new life..i think i'll start it over..where no one knows my name..*sigh* xp
pps : wan,, i think u shuld help me with my blog..dah x tentu arah dah..ngee~ sgt environmental frenly..
ppps : palie, tqvm !!! xp

:: aku sendiri ::

2008-07-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

Aku sendiri..
Di malam sunyi..
Membuat aku terdiam sepi..
Resah melayan hati..
Tiada ku ketahui..
Teman datang dan pergi..
Buat aku hilang arah diri..
Bagai bulan ditinggalkan mentari..
Sakitnya..bukan aku yang cari..
Kerna bulan bukan bulan bila mentari pergi..
Sampai bila harus ku nanti?
Sampai bila harus ku mengemis minta dikasihi?
Sampai bila harus ku meminta-minta begini?
Maka mentari..jangan cahaya itu kamu sembunyi.
Kerna aku sendiri...

ps: lonely or just alone?

pps: fyi,dunt get it wrong, post ini xde kena mengena dgn sesiapa..xp

awesome!!

2008-07-19T22:44:00.004+08:00

well, today was quite tiring..

i woke up early n also 'mandi' early..(-say whut?)

at 8.40am my sis n i ws already in ipoh..well its kinda early again s my sis's class starts at 9..

then, at 9am, my sis texted me,, sis: ok, now u can go jalan2..

so..off i go..wheee~

early again, i reached JJ early..superb early..

so i parked my car right in front JJ..hehe..xp..(then nobody can kacau my way anymore..*grins*)

so i waited for 45 minutes in the car untill JJ is open..boring? neyh..i brought my novel along..so, no sweat peeps!!

then, guess what? i've to wait for another 25 minutes (accurate enough ?) untill everyone's there..

first comer:hanum the sweet talker, then pali the psycho one with ifah si pemain basket yg tinggi lampai, n last but not least,,sumone that meant alot to me mase kat skool dulu..hehe,, zulhilmi zaini.<<>

first, we had baskin ice cream..super yummy..( yea..esp after i terbalikkan the double scoops..makin sedap plak jadinye..xp)

stop to makan2 with iffah while pali n hanum have their love stories conversation..cool huh?mcm sesi kaunseling pulak..ngee~

then, shopping2...n the best part was when,pali willingly to treat me..yeay!! dapat blouse satu..

(dats why, when u hav friends yg dapt scholar from Pet, you should keep 'em nicely..i mean,keep their money in ur pocket..hihi)

at first, we thought of having lunch at kenny..tp disebbkan zul's already at kfc..we decided to join him..there, i met his friends..waa..he introduced his friends to me one by one..

then after we find a port to lepak, satu berita baik lagi kami terima..kate hanum, disbbkan die nk fly dah..die sudi utk belanja kami makn..hehe..rezeki jgn ditolak babe!! (hanum..tq yea..moga kamu dapt jodoh d india nnti..heheh xp)

me : ko nk tahu x iffah..

iffah : ape?

me : fyi, ak x ingat satu pon name kawan2 zul tadi..

iffah : lar..awatnye..td die perkenalkan sorunk2 kan kat ko..?

me : hurm nk wat camne..mata aku lagi cepat tangkap dari telinga aku..aku syiok tgok muka lebih dari nama..haha..

iffah : gatai!!

me : name pon husna.. (well, act..dis is so not me..xp)

finally, lepas makan2, kami cepat2 bergambar..

sorry guys..i was in a hurry.. have to fetch my sis back..=(

then, blk..yada..yada..yada..

ps: hanum, tq..moga tuhan makbulkan doa kamu yea!! n amboi2..btw,pandai2 jer ckp kat zul yg saye ni berkenan dgn kawan die yg berbaju merah tu ye..siap kat sy nk number phone plak yer...ehem2!! *blushing*

pps: pali..biler dwet masuk lagi..jgn lupa cek na!! lepas ni kasut pulak ek..xp

ppps: iffah..iffah...you owe me dua kali belanja..hidup Pet!!

pppps: well zul,,we're still texting rite now..so hav dunno wat to say la..xp btw,im 'google'ling rigth now..haha

ppppps: fyi, kak linda si accounts punye executive dh blas my email..haha..crazy..

pppppps: nex, x sabar nk jmpe aiman, azman, all bdak2 penang n utp 2..n ooppps..not

forgetting..ikhwan ibrahim..( c, em, i still remember ur name u know..xp)

2008-07-07T10:56:00.002+08:00

ok..now..i have to kuatkan semangatkan to finish reading all diz books..

well, the Tipping Point 2,i placed it beside my bed..so if i can’t sleep, i can just read any of it until i fall asleep...(bkan ape...dat book full with facts..so, it makes me feeelll soo sleeeppy evrytme i read it..xp )
n now, im reading Goonight Nobody..not bad lar..
yg lain2 2..
hehehe..unfinished yet..^.^

ps : 2 ppl yg kna g btn..happy "btn"ing yae!! our lives is an occasion! let's rise to it...

pps : hay u!! i miss u alredy..i surrender kay!!..

budak2 zaman sekarang..xp

2008-07-06T09:05:00.000+08:00

well,, yesterday.. i received a text from my 'adik' ( to be specific he's my anak sedara; which is not my sis or bro's son but my cousin's punyerla..n to look younger, instead of calling me aunt or mak cik..i prefer to be called as kakak..ngee~ c'mon..im only 3 years older jer..) :
eimal : k.aton..bntuan..bntuan..bntuan..
lol.tatkala menerima sms itu, i know i've to be prepared..be prepared to be a driver..x)
well, xpe..husna x kesah!! at least i can go out from my sarang kebosanan for a while..
so i went to mrsm taiping to pick him up..n yea..his konco2 2..thank god i bawak a bigger car..klo x..konco2 die kena ikat atas kereta la nmpknye..well..why not kan?
then i sent 'em to kamunting..a place where they luv to lepak jamming..biarlah..budak2..xp
okay then, makan2..yada..yada..yada..(dh mls nk crite)
but what i want to share here is..the journey back to mrsm..
after all my "adik2" sudah siap membeli barang2 n stelah stelah kenyang perut hasil perbelanjaan saya <<< eley..nk jugak cakap..hahaha..*with smug face*
so, i drove 'em back to school..
well otw back, a friend of eimal, named raja faris aka king (if im not mistaken) made a phone call..at first there's notin suspicious about d phone call..but then, i started to hear the magic word "sayang" la..n all d manja2 words..euuwWW!! gross!!
well from what i curik2 dengar was sumtin lyke diz"
-ha..brg ni nk bagi camne ye "syg"
-erm..nnti makan tau fud yg faris beli ni..
-etc..i dunt think i can share it neymore..meremang bulu roma..haks~
ish2..baru form 5 tu..xp
then iwan which sat next to him started to cough badly..terkena virus geli-geleman i guess!!
LOL..
so basically, it was pretty good experience..watching n observing budak2 skolah in love..
n i know my 'adik' pon same jer..haha..blajar dari sape la tu..xp
funny cinta monyet!!

ps : and yes!!1 i pernah bergelumang dgn cinta monyet juga dulu..*some text missing* end of story..dizzy..i think i need my beauty sleep..again..
pps : oh nad..i just bought my own oxy..wont gedik2 mintak from u neymore..cuz i bot a bigger one aledy..xp
ppps : eja..nk choco cake ye?? ehem..kena jadi suri rumah yg pandai wat cakela!! ^.^
pppps : sweet partner, reply my comment at ur latest post tau!! *winks*

chocolate cake..yummy!!

2008-07-04T08:30:00.000+08:00

okay..i've notin to do petang tadi..
gosh!! i have to cook sumtin!!
the only thing i can find in my kitchen is nothing..duuhhh~
so i searched into my mom's box in the store..
i decided to bake a cake..a chocolate cake..hahah..sounds cool right?
makan cake panas2 di petang yg hujan..fuh~
luckily, i got some tepong, chocolates, sugar n etc to make it a perfect choc cake..
well, perfect enough for me..i guess..*winks
well, the preparation..ala..senang je..campur2 sume bahan..sampai jadi cmni..
(well, this picture is enough kowt..x payah la tunjuk before punye..kinda messy x) )
then, bakar for around 45 minutes..
hihi..siap..cantik..xde pecah2..permukaan yg smooth..haha..kudos to me..( puji diri sindri lak..^.^)
however..ku sangkakan panas sampai ke petang..tp hujan di tengah hari..(well, mmg tgh hujan pon..) look at the cake..ade rekahan..besar tu..so, lesson yg perlu belajar di sini ialah..dunt let your sis to kacau u..if not..gempa bumi akan berlaku..n hence,,cake anda akan hancus cam tu..T_T..yea rite sis..tanx alot..!!

tadaaa~...siap dah..lepas..to makan dengan strawbery cheesecake ice cream!!!..sedap giler!
n frens.. u guys u shoud try u know..xp

ps : along..if u read this..hebat x? bley jadi suri rumah yg mantap kan2?
pps : well kamu,, i otw utk belajar wat chocolate ice crm cake..heheh..x)
ppps : syuuk!! kamu mesti suke ni..kalo bagi kamu for sure..habis dalam sekelip mata..ngee~

:: random ::

2008-07-02T09:58:00.002+08:00

to my dearest petsib : selamat menjalankan ibadah umrah ya!! moga selamat pergi dan pulang..i'allah..sy doakan kamu..=)

to my best fren, syuk : gud luck n all d best..!! semoga dah direducekan weight kamu tu ya!! x)

to my matahari : wah...sudah lama ye kamu menyepi ya...

to my sweetest one and the only wan : rindu r nk gado2 ngn wan..hihi

to my kawan2 Sc : jom meeting jom!!

to pn norain's students : hahah..rindu r our makan2 thingy n not to forget..test2!

to my buddy, Em : im free..so jus text me or ring me kay, whenever u nid me !!

to meor muslih : ntah..xtau nk ckp per..

to nad : nak oxy!!!

to be continued..

sehari bersama mereka..=p

2008-06-29T09:44:00.000+08:00

time with and the company of friends - priceless..xp rite meor??

well, i just read meor's blog bout the petrosains thingy..=p
so, i shall not write any longer bout it..
all in all..i had a great time with 'em..

pictures2!!

ini ibu pam..
ini my sweet patner..wan..

ini kami..
ini alifa..
ini aina..
ini meor..

n for more pictures,,u can visit my facebook..hihi..^.^

oh yea..lagi satu..i quoted these from 'em

wan : well,, im not hot..but i know im cool !
meor : dont judge me!
alifa : husna......(n yea..with dat smile of urs..ngee~ )
pam : (well i kinda cant remmber actually..bukan ape..pam banyak cakap sngt..=p)
aina : *blurrrrr*
me : wan ni kan!! eeee...xp

ps: meor..i think i lost my niece's picture in my post nie..do you know y? xp

pps: wan,, perut husna terasa lapar nk makan ice cream la...*winks*

ppps: aina...

-utk kamu yg memahami-

2008-06-26T12:12:00.003+08:00

it hurts..

=kenapa saya x boleh?
tp org lain boleh?
apa bezanya?=

so, I'm letting you go..
just go..
and..
please..
don't come back to me..

-utk yg memahami-

=)

2008-06-25T10:04:00.005+08:00

yea..
i think..
it's about time..
i have to change..
because the world does not revolved around me..
i'll take that as a sign..
and after this..
im gonna start a fresh one..
insya-Allah..

when boredom strikes`~

2008-06-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

it's been 3 days since i finished college..
and gosh..
i'm bored..

ps: em, blk cepat ye!! =p x sabar nk tunggu u blnje i nie..hahah

back to home sweet home..

2008-06-22T10:22:00.001+08:00

well,, should i consider this as sweet home? xp
bersepah-sepahan jer..

oleh yg demikian, mlm tu jugak, my mom bought me new almari..ngeh2~ kata mak..brang sy byk sngt..and the best part was, i pasang that almari on my own..(but, actually my sis yg banyak tolong..xp)
but, stil xde perubahan sngt..cumer xde brang bersepahan di atas lantai jer..0_O

more Than words~

2008-06-19T01:48:00.006+08:00

hurm, for the past few days..
yea..kinda busy..
x sempat nk blog sngt..kalo smpat, cam byk sngt mende nk citer..
so, to sum up..i uploaded some pictures~

jakun2 bermain bola keranjang~
hehe..asma..thanks alot..sib baik aku pegang tgn hg..klo x..ak tau..hg lari dh..invisible la konon~
hehe~ im so gonna miss ur "laughter" dear~ *u r so like him~*
BFF forever~ syuk!!..kamu sgt sengal``
anak2 ikan di dalam sungai..
baring2 di Japanese garden..
di cafe`~
vrooom22!!..i tot we're supposed to act like we're riding a motorcycle rite? ngeh3
post 2...*kamal..please..moderate sudeyh~
i heart this moment alot~ where the air was so clean..not like d nex picture..
ok diz one,,the guy yg plg kanan skali tu..just farted..so, we went like..topan2!!!!!!..
i heart diz moment too...when topan is not around..hahha..xp

ps: well, another 3 days to go..huhu..i'll update more l8er..
pps: kamu, if u read diz..where have u been ???

qiLLote!!

2008-06-16T14:23:00.002+08:00

nur aqilah nadzirah...
selamat hari lahir yg ke-19..
im so sorry dear..i know that its kinda late right now..
but dear,,but again, im sorry..
it's was not my intention tau..its not x ingat..cume terlupe sebentar..(hehe..same je la kan xp ?)

You are very special
and you deserve the best.
I wish you a wonderful life
filled with love and happiness.
I hope others bring you joy,
just as you've brought joy to me,
then you can weather any storm
and be all you want to be.

sy sayang kamu bebanyak!!!